... because day already gone away & evening not know what else to say ...

We Are The Asian F!

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I am a boy just a boy
Just a boy out of many boys
I’m not anything special, I don’t have much to show off
I’m that kind of person

I am a girl just a girl
Even if you see me passing by, I’m a girl you don’t know
I’m not pretty at all and my eyes and nose are average
I’m that kind of person

We are B B B-level, wanting to be A-level
We are ab-ab-abnormal, wanting to stand on the peak
We are B B B-level, wanting to be A-level
We are ab-ab-abnormal, wanting to stand on the peak

Our errands aren’t really important
We only have pointless places to spend
We are only shedding useless sweat beads
More than my frustrated heart is the frustrated people around me
And seeing their faces makes even me tired

Will the day come when I find that 
Something special in me and show it off?
Before I lose what little dreams I have left in me,
Will the light shine on me too?

We are the B!

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By the time this writing is on progress; there’s such multitasking going on. Awakening from the 2nd time of sleeping. Blogging some drafts and revised the layouts for thousand times. Chatting with someone who actually made nerves gone urge. Dancing these fingers to write some words here. What the rest happening is me doubting my genetic and phenotype identity as an Asian. 

Asian not just by the numbers of how we, you, they, and everyone who read this post, been calculated by the statistic bureau of citizenship. Asian not just by the skin tone, hair color, or how far appearance determined as The East look. Asian not just by the ability, both academically and or artistically, of indigenous and creative accomplishment. Asian as we live as; not just being one or where do we live. 

Korean as one of the major influenced Asian nations beside Japan, India, or even China, is preparing the most promoted identity campaign; how they can still vote as Korean no matter where do they live. The advertorial of this campaign even much more broadcasted as the tourism campaign. As been rehearsed for a routine time of democracy; direct vote to the representative nowadays not only held at the home country; they also make it possible to organize those Korean foreigners listed as legitimate citizen who live abroad. 

Is this really the way how democracy has been practically realized; or just another strategy to kept those Korean own their double citizenship identity? Is this really the way how home country defined; or just advance intrusive ways of double agent of green cards naturalization? Is this really the way how expensive to recruit qualified human resourced as transferable migrants; due to the escalation of creative industry demands?

By the time this writing is nearly to the end; there’s still multitasking running. Another television drama being laughed in different interior layouts. Barely a distractive making up face save the same DNA of such rebellious teenager. Capturing those line of hilarious mash-able recycle songs rearranged by such school teacher of Spanish language. Damn; I just want to be common Asian with their Asian F score for being condemned with their bright brain and beautiful mind. Cause being genius is never enough if you never made any false. Cause being genius is to mainstream for these intelligence quotient worship worlds with all those transferable naturalized citizenship. Cause we are the Asian F; for being Asian before it’s hype!